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06 September 2008 @ 09:56 am
I wish I knew why I hurt so much. I shouldn't have seen her. I should have closed the door for her own protection. Letting go is harder than I thought it would be.

Days Without Attack: 3
26 August 2008 @ 10:27 pm
My first trip to the beach wasn't so bad. I enjoyed it. The pizza was good.

Work is the same as always.

I miss Hinata, but it's for the best she agreed to her father's demands.

Days Without Attack: 36
14 August 2008 @ 04:22 pm
I've heard a lot about beaches lately. I wonder if they're as nice as everyone says they are.

Days Without Attack: 24
11 August 2008 @ 06:18 pm
Friday I'm making Hinata dinner. I look forward to it despite not knowing what she may not like.

Work is work. I'm tired of it but at the same time I don't have anywhere I can go to next. At least the boss liked Hinata when she dropped by.

Days Without Attack: 21
06 August 2008 @ 02:56 pm
It was nice to see Hinata Friday for dinner and dessert. I miss her.

Days without Attack: 15
27 July 2008 @ 09:01 pm
I got a letter yesterday with a check inside. I tore it up.

Days Without an Attack: 5
23 July 2008 @ 03:16 pm
My days are progressively getting better and then worse by the time evening comes around. Work has become difficult and I don't want to go. It's too far from where she is. I can't keep her safe from there. Nothing has happened to me yet, and she left earlier today. That man. . .if he was not important I'd have-

My head hasn't stopped hurting since I woke up this morning at ten.
12 July 2008 @ 09:01 pm
I've thought about it; I want to quit my job at the loading station there's no where else I can go for a new position. I just can't work in public anymore. I was doing so well, but I can't keep fighting it while I'm working. If she's not there I can't help it. . .
11 July 2008 @ 08:02 pm
The festival was fun, I enjoyed myself. It's good to see that reporter didn't write anything. I only wish the crowd hadn't been so large.

Days without attack: 4
26 June 2008 @ 07:59 pm
I don't like that I've been put into the newspaper. I don't like that Hinata is going to be yelled at. I think people should mind their own business.

[A local gossip tag-line reads: "Hyuuga Heiress Seen with Mysterious Man," and "A Pauper for the Princess?" The former with a photo of the pair fooling around in the clothing shop, the latter with a shot of the two walking out of the store.]

Days without attack: 9